[ So, Nate knows. In a way it's a relief; Reggie both doesn't want to talk about what happened at all, not until he can wrap his own head around it and also figure out how to move forward (or not; god only knows how one "resolves" an incident like this) with Alina, but also, how is supposed to handle just living with this all on his own?
He has no idea what to do with this, really. Any of it. ]
Not sure there's really anything TO do Like it's done. You know?
It already happened
I just gotta figure out now how I'm supposed to deal with it
i'm offering. i'll bring some by. we can hang together if you like you actually helped me quite a bit in my first few months. i know i didn't talk about it really but. when we first started working out together it has only been a couple of months since it happened to me. that really gave me something to focus on and stop my head from just reeling so if i can help you now, i'd like to.
Sure. Thanks bro I'm crashing in my office at the scratch rn, with moose. Or I guess I should say indefinitely
And I'm glad to hear it If there's anything I'm good at it's knowin how to clear my head with a good workout. Lol And sharing my knowledge with the masses ;)
I don't know how I feel tho. Probably goes without sayin that we're taking some space atm.
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sidehustles) wrote2021-10-19 02:46 pm
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[ So, Nate knows. In a way it's a relief; Reggie both doesn't want to talk about what happened at all, not until he can wrap his own head around it and also figure out how to move forward (or not; god only knows how one "resolves" an incident like this) with Alina, but also, how is supposed to handle just living with this all on his own?
He has no idea what to do with this, really. Any of it. ]
Not sure there's really anything TO do
Like it's done. You know?
It already happened
I just gotta figure out now how I'm supposed to deal with it
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i mean first.
are you struggling with flashbacks or dreams? because there are things i can give you to help with those, things that helped me
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although if you want that, i mean
but i'm talking about a potion. dreamless sleep. lets you get rest without those images dancing around your head
the first few months after, i couldn't sleep without it.
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I'm a pretty deep sleeper. Barely dream at all.
It's during the day when I can't stop thinkin about it
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even then the flashbacks still sometimes come back
drugs CAN help, like they'll take your mind off it etc
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Well, I'll take some of those drugs if you're offerin
TBH the hardest part is gonna be figuring things out with Alina.
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you actually helped me quite a bit in my first few months. i know i didn't talk about it really but. when we first started working out together it has only been a couple of months since it happened to me. that really gave me something to focus on and stop my head from just reeling
so if i can help you now, i'd like to.
how are you feeling about her?
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I'm crashing in my office at the scratch rn, with moose. Or I guess I should say indefinitely
And I'm glad to hear it
If there's anything I'm good at it's knowin how to clear my head with a good workout. Lol
And sharing my knowledge with the masses ;)
I don't know how I feel tho.
Probably goes without sayin that we're taking some space atm.
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i have a spare room if you wanna crash here for a few nights
or like
there's always the old church too. i never changed anything about that apartment, i just covered all the furniture
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Yeah. I guess I hadn't thought of that.
I dunno
Gimme like, a night to think about it
Come by the office first tho, we can still hang.
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and like i could make the furniture look however you wanted, you know, if it were still hard.
i'll come by now, you just need to give me like a half hour ok?
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I dunno.
I just feel weird about going back there. Especially now... like this.
But no worries or hurry, bro. I'm not goin anywhere.
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insert obligatory "i hate having to go stand in a queue" rant here
i could make the place look like, completely different if you wanted
me and billy did it to my old place in the up.
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IDK
Disrespectful to his memory or something?
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i think he'd care a lot more about your comfort than he would about everything looking the same
and i think he'd want to know you still had somewhere to go when you needed it
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Like, I guess so
But still
Let me think about it some more first, ok?
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have you talked much to her since
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Not yet
Still dunno what to say.
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i don't think i would either.
how long is your contract for?
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listen i won't be long.
have you had anyone with you?
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I mean... well ok. Not very often. Or like probably ever, aside from this
But like it HAPPENED and now I just gotta live with it
(No pun intended)
What do you mean? Like, in my office?
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hang on, i'm only gonna be another 5 mins
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